My fears

1. That Stella will not adjust to kindergarten and that my being gone will emotionally devastate her
2. That I will forget every single midwife skill I have and become basically worthless as soon as I arrive
3. That the staff midwives will be mean to me
4. That I won't get the experience and that I need
5. That my dog will miss me
6. That my sister will be overwhelmed with the work of mothering my kids while I'm gone
7. That I won't be able to sleep
8. That I will be more tired than I can stand
9. That I will hate being there
10. That sleeping in a dorm style room with other grown women will be weird


EDITED 11/21/2010:

Every single thing on that list came true. All of them.